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I appreciate everyones words but nothing seems to make me feel any different. I know u r real people but u all have CAH. so of course u understand. My main point is i will never get close enough to a guy to tell him of let him find out something this personal ever. its just not gonna happen. It humiliating & embarressing to explain this to a guy. No matter what anyone says, they will be freaked out when they see it & u tell them why it looks that way & why u arent't able to have or enjoy sex. whether u believe it or not, thats just how it is.
i feel like i'm carring alot of baggage that no guy would want or should have to deal with. Like i said b4, i d rather be alone the rest of my life than humiliate myself even once in front of a guy. Its not worth the emotional pain i'll feel. i already feel bad enough i don't need anyone else making me feel worse. doctors already make me feel like freak, i don't need anyone else.
no one can possibly fully comprehend or understand these problems unless it happens to them. I'll just live my life the way i am & avoid the risk of embarressing or humilitating myself. ive gone this long without a guy, i m sure i can go my whole life with no problem.
ive done everything i can to stay out of a close relationship. ive done great job so far. my family & friends might not understand why i choose to live this way but its none of their business. i wish i felt differently but i dont. i cant even comprehend how any of you have had boyfriends or sex. i wish i had your strength & confidence.
