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I have a sister that i have never even told. My sister is my best friend. i'm definaltey closer to her than anyone. i would never tell anyone before her. but i don't think i ever could tell her. Its just too weird. We are very close but we never talk about that kind of stuff ever. i'm gonna discust her or burden her with my problems. Ive has years to tell her & i never have so why would i now. The older i get the weirder i feel about it. I dont think its appropriate to talk about this with her. she already thinks i'm strange b/c i never had boyfriend or even show interest in guys. I think she thinks i'm gay & hiding it. ( but i'm not) I dont' even know how i would bring it up. we don't talk about stuff like this at all. she would probably stop me before i ever got ot hat i wanted to say. The thought of expalining thsi acutally makes msick to stomach in fright.
most of the people i know are just aqquaintenses so i don't think its approperiate for me to talk to them about this. I hardly know anyone on my moms side b/c they live far away from me. I haven't even me most of them. My dads side doesn't get along so i don't talk to most of them. The closest to me are my 2 cousins but to honest i don't like them for other reasons. i had some close friends in high school but i know longer speak or see them anymore. They had no idea i had CAH. They never even knew i tood medication. but in high school i didn't know about my surgeries so i didn't feel i had anything to tell them about. I didn't find out about my surgeries until i was in college.
I feel its totally inapproperiate to talk about this with anyone that isn't a doctor. In my eyes that least of amount of people that know the better. Right now the only ones that know are me, my parents, the surgeon (who i don't know), my endo, & gyno. I thinks thats enough. I entend to keep it that way as long as i can.
